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Am I Enough?
03:25
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I have these thoughts Inside my head
They keep me awake as I lie in bed
Am I enough?
Can you see these scars?
How did I ever get this far?
Sometimes it seems like it's just too much
I'm fading out, I'm losing touch
All these thoughts going round and round
Inside I scream but I make no sound
Nobody tells you that life's this hard
We grow too fast We fall too far
Why did I never get a choice?
Ask me to speak, I'll use my voice
Sometimes it seems like it's just too much
I'm fading out, I'm losing touch
All these thoughts going round and round
Inside I scream but I make no sound
I have these thoughts Inside my head
They keep me awake as I lie in bed
Am I enough?
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Won't Stand Down
03:30
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Poisoned Chalice
07:17
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We'll call this third time lucky
Writing to put your smirking face behind me
If you have to chase it
It's not worth it
You're dangling the carrot
Just like you did back then
I'm not falling for this charade again
You try to claim you're my friend
But the moment your self esteem takes a dip
You lose control and tease my discovery of something new
Something different about you
But once again you fail this test
As I reach to see the best
In your hollow words
I soak them up
Your sycophantic desperation
Your unbearable hesitation
Pretending that you give a shit
When all you seek is another hit
Of how it feels to be desired
That unmistakable urgent fire
Quench my thirst
For your poisoned chalice
Spill your words
Let me watch you confess
Wind me up
To taste all your madness
Your favourite second choice
Your favourite second choice
All your friends marvel at the bouquets
The dinners and the holidays
Yet when he's not looking
The real truth is in our messaging
Think what I could do to you
With just a screenshot or two
Once more you're deferring
On me to do the right thing
While you squirm between choosing your loyalty
Or the drought that's driving you crazy
Unable to kick your addiction to scarcity
Quench my thirst
For your poisoned chalice
Spill your words
Let me watch you confess
Wind me up
To taste all your madness
Your favourite second choice
Your favourite second choice
I've not forgotten
What you've done
But I can't resist that lying tongue
I must be broken...
Begging "please"
For the chance to see you on your knees
This frustration so cloaked in denial
Hatching all those wretched butterflies
Let's roll in the dirt
Relish the side effects
And fuck whatever happens next
I'm just a hole where a choice should be
Reduced to just the idea of me
The temporary bliss
You take from my kiss
Would never make you happy
Why do we so ache to drink
When we know every drop is toxic?
Feeling so disarmed
Against this self-harm
We grapple to find our next kick...
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Song of Names
03:35
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There's not enough people waving the Union Jack
There's not enough clapping for the NHS staff
There's not enough people working 3 extra jobs
There's not enough backlash to the wretched woke mob
There's not enough women being our good housewives
There's not enough men being told that boys don't cry
There's not enough coverage of the royal family
Except for Meghan Markle she can go and drink bleach
I am so offended that Dr Who transformed into a woman
Save me from this cruel world
Not triggered, oh no I'm totally not mad
I just can't take any more
Not triggered, I promise - I want my country back
There's not enough fit for work disabled people
There's not enough watchers on GB News channel
There's not enough refugees being sent back home
Helping starving children really softens my bone
My mortgage is being disrespected
Why don't you just pay the fucking rent yeah?
Everyone these days is so damn lazy
How will I afford my trip to Italy??
I am so offended my property portfolio has depreciated in value
Save me from this cruel world
Not triggered, oh no I'm totally not mad
I just can't take any more
Not triggered, I promise I want my country back
"The other night I was at my local bar, and in an attempt to amuse the locals I announced that I identify as an attack helicopter but...nobody laughed :'( It truly is the end of Western civilisation..."
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Martin of Thrones
01:37
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Confyde Nottingham, UK
Confyde is a musical project led by singer songwriter Martin Jackson, blending a song driven melodic rock style with as many other genres as he can twist and bend to his will!
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